21

today is 9th of January 2013 and ive been 2 days being 21 years old. well its okay to be twenty one. i hvnt feel any different to be twenty one. well being 21 is actually a huge step of my life. it is the age that we are considered as a legal adult. we could do anything we wanted when we turn 21 years old and of course with the responsibilities that comes with it. at first, being 21 freak me out. it means that i can't do "careless stuff" (like if i will do something bad). the responsibilities that freaks me out. but maybe i just think too much. maybe, it will be a nice beginning. well i dont know yet. lets figure it out

Happy new year 2013 !!!!!!

Dear everyone, This is my first post since..... well i think forever. i hvnt wrote here for too long. sorry for that ive got busy with my school and stuff.^^ now is new year and i want to share with all of you. i just watched a movie titled 5 cm yesterday. it is an indonesian movie about 5 best friends. they went to the peak of Mahameru Mountain. it is such a great movie and you should check it available at the cinema right now.(FYI: i dont get any commission for this). sorry for those that is not indonesian speaker because they dont have english subs.

This movie get me thinking about my dreams. about chasing them and always focus to them. they say in the movie that you have to put your dream 5 cm from your forehead, so that you might not lose sight out of them. that same thing get them to the top of mahameru. although the place is quiet hard core, but it is a breath taking place. and it makes me want to go there.....

a heaven on earth i will some day go there with my friend.(i hope) anyway back to dreams. it got me to chase my old dream back. it is hard but if i never chase it it will never happened. this is also a reflection for this new year. to keep up my spirit in doing things. to have a vision ahead of me and live a life in a direction to go.to glorify God. i dont know what should i do nor i have a plan for it. but to always walk with Him and trust His lead i think i will be alright. seeing the year of 2012 it is one of my greatest year. i turn 20 in this year which makes me not a "teen"age anymore. it also gave me lots of opportunity to explore another part of this planet and a lot more blessing from God that i couldnt count. the bad thing is that in the year 2012 I've been stressed so much. i fear a lots of things. i worried a lot and i almost gave up my studies. i almost move from my current school to somewhere else that i thought is safe. a place that i didnt need to think of what food i should eat or laundry. a place called home. i think i got homesick at that time. and over frustrated. but now, i have to move my sight forward. not to look back and put my dreams 5 cm from my forehead. to hang it there so that my eyes wouldnt let go of it.it seems so idealistic. but i will do my beast. at the end i would still like to say, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 hopefully we all have a great year ahead of us.^^ may God bless you all